YR YSBRYD GLAN*
*The
Holy Spirit(written at St Hywyn’s, Aberdaron - R S Thomas’s last parish)
The
organ stop says it all:
“swell to great”. You tried.
It
was hard here, where each
swing
of the oak doors bellowed
over
pew and stall the rank
smell
of soul-wearying work
in
sour fields, of returns
diminishing.
Other pilgrims,
like
books falling shut, folded
here,
crooked in prayer over
kneelers
on unrequiting stone.
They
raised their eyes, as you
might
from altar or missal,
seeing
windows suck in light,
distort
it, like a reverse prism,
to
render priests and people bas reliefs, supplicants in a biblical
tragedy happening elsewhere.
All
here were hostages to
the
faithful departing. Some
for
Bardsey and the saints;
praying
against the current,
the
chop of the Sound at night,
eyeing
moonbows over the bay
as
poor omens. Others, who shared
your
liturgical rhythms, looked in the dark beyond surplice and stole,
to the graves rising from the wave break
up the hill field; each headstone,
in the shadow of the falling sun,
a
slate rung on a stone ladder
propped
against the cemetery apex.
The
sparse assuring detail of name
and
date blank to the congregation.
Only
anonymous blocks bulked up behind
you;,
squat pitons marking
out
a long familiar sheer ascent; scored
deep
on their backs where generations
scrabbled
for purchase in the heave
above
farm, pulpit, tolling bell.
THE GOVERNOR’S BATH HOUSE
(“we
know not the builder nor his son” W H Auden)
The
governor’s bath house is not there;
a few cubes of stone
stand
still, the rest crated and carted
by
command to a new project. A tour guide
slips
me a story about governors – Bligh,
Brisbane,
Macquarie, Darling – I can walk
their
streets, drink in their bars, but see
instead
the mason’s initials chiseled neat
on
the stone face.
rub
a finger over a shamrock, a careful
“TM”
cut below – the sandstone yielding
to
the tool as a lover to an embrace;
graffito
of a craftsman transported,
repossessing
his self in shameless lavish
of
his time.
Take the black
candlestick
in
the museum – convict’s section – mere
turnings,
shards of metal wrought, twisted
compelled
to become something degraded
scrap
had no right to be – a carrier of light.
The
governor’s bath house is not there.
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